Boundless Press | I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteok...
Log in or Sign up
I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki: A Memoir
Baek Sehee
Anton Hur
Save to Your Books
100% of affiliate revenue supports Boundless Press
National Indie Bestseller
World Literature Today Notable Translation of the Year
Salon Favorite Book of the Year
The South Korean runaway bestseller, an intimate therapy memoir translated by International Booker Prize shortlisted Anton Hur.
PSYCHIATRIST: So how can I help you?
ME: I don’t know, I’m – what’s the word – depressed? Do I have to go into detail?
Baek Sehee is a successful young social media director at a publishing house when she begins seeing a psychiatrist about her—what to call it?—depression? She feels persistently low, anxious, endlessly self-doubting, but also highly judgmental of others. She hides her feelings well at work and with friends, performing the calmness her lifestyle demands. The effort is exhausting, overwhelming, and keeps her from forming deep relationships. This can't be normal. But if she's so hopeless, why can she always summon a desire for her favorite street food: the hot, spicy rice cake, tteokbokki? Is this just what life is like?
Recording her dialogues with her psychiatrist over a twelve-week period, and expanding on each session with her own reflective micro-essays, Baek begins to disentangle the feedback loops, knee-jerk reactions, and harmful behaviors that keep her locked in a cycle of self-abuse.
Part memoir, part self-help book, I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is a book to keep close and to reach for in times of darkness. It will appeal to anyone who has ever felt alone or unjustified in their everyday despair.
Show more
Get the Bindery app
Posts about this title from Boundless Press
Boundless Press\ \ Jananie\ \ • Jul 4 2023
the 7 books i read in june 2023 ☀️ (+ may, april, march)
Check out Pair Eyewear here https://tinyurl.com/THISSTORYAINTOVER15 and get 15% off your first order! Thank you Pair for my new everyday glasses and for sponsoring this video!
🤍 timestamps ↳ 0:00 hello! ↳ 0:48 Born a Crime by Trevor Noah ↳ 4:10 Pair Eyewear ↳ 5:50 The Daughter of Doctor Moreau by Silvia Moreno-Garcia ↳ 10:39 An Unquiet Mind by Kay Redfield Jamison ↳ 16:25 Another Now by Yanis Varoufakis ↳ 19:15 Happy Place by Emily Henry ↳ 21:50 Finding Me by Viola Davis ↳ 25:33 I Want to Eat Tteokbokki by Baek Sehee ↳ 28:04 final thoughts!
🤍 videos mentioned life update video: https://youtu.be/Dt9EFPW2brI memoirs video: https://youtu.be/L8BSqNAQRYQ
socials 🤍 instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thisstoryaintover/ 🤍 twitter: https://twitter.com/jananiekvelu 🤍 tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thisstoryaintover?lang=en 🤍 storygraph: https://app.thestorygraph.com/profile/thisstoryaintover 🤍 goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/thisstoryaintover
💌 for business/sponsorship inquiries please contact eric@smallscreenmarketing.com 💌 for all other inquiries please contact me at thisstoryaintover@gmail.com
faqs 🤍 how do you pronounce your name? - my name is Jananie—pronounced JEN-nuh-nee (like a knee!)
🤍 what's your background/ethnicity/etc? - both my parents are Sri Lankan Tamil, and I was born and raised in Canada!
🤍 what is your job? - aside from youtube I also work in product marketing!
7 books
Boundless Press\ \ Jananie\ \ • May 27 2023
10 Memoirs You NEED to Read! | the non-fiction books you need in your life 💗
Go to our sponsor https://betterhelp.com/thisstoryaintover for 10% off your first month of therapy with BetterHelp and get matched with a therapist who will listen and help 💗
💌 for business/sponsorship inquiries please contact eric@smallscreenmarketing.com 💌 for all other inquiries please contact me at thisstoryaintover@gmail.com
faqs 🤍 how do you pronounce your name? - my name is Jananie—pronounced JEN-nah-nee (like a knee!)
🤍 what's your background/ethnicity/etc? - both my parents are Sri Lankan Tamil, and I was born and raised in Canada!
🤍 what is your job? - aside from youtube I also work in product marketing!
9 books
Boundless Press\ \ Jananie\ \ • May 10 2023
I'M BACK.... & I bought more books for a haul 📚
Get your first Book of the Month box for only $5 with the code FLOWERS in the U.S. https://www.bookofthemonth.com/?utm\_source=Social&utm\_medium=YouTube&utm\_campaign=Partner In Canada, get your first box for $14.99 CAD with the code DAISY.
socials 🤍 instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thisstoryaintover/ 🤍 twitter: https://twitter.com/jananiekvelu 🤍 tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thisstoryaintover?lang=en 🤍 goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/thisstoryaintover
💌 for business/sponsorship inquiries please contact eric@smallscreenmarketing.com 💌 for all other inquiries please contact me at thisstoryaintover@gmail.com
faqs 🤍 how do you pronounce your name? - my name is Jananie—pronounced JEN-nah-nee (like a knee!)
🤍 what's your background/ethnicity/etc? - both my parents are Sri Lankan Tamil, and I was born and raised in Canada!
🤍 what is your job? - aside from youtube I also work in product marketing!
13 books
Posts about this book from across Bindery
Bookwyrm Ink\ \ Bookwyrm Ink\ \ • Mar 15 2025
Join for free
\ \ Join for free or login](https://azthiabookwyrm.binderybooks.com/item/E8uGRmvdztOjRXWV1PnA/)
She's giving.. 📖📚😅 #booktoker #booktok #readersoftiktok #reader #bookrecommendations #booktokfyp
7 books
Boundless Press\ \ Jananie\ \ • Jan 2 2024
every book i read in 2023 reviewed in one sentence 📚
hope you enjoy these super quick reviews!
17 books
Boundless Press\ \ Jananie\ \ • Jul 4 2023
the 7 books i read in june 2023 ☀️ (+ may, april, march)
🤍 videos mentioned life update video: https://youtu.be/Dt9EFPW2brI memoirs video: https://youtu.be/L8BSqNAQRYQ
💌 for business/sponsorship inquiries please contact eric@smallscreenmarketing.com 💌 for all other inquiries please contact me at thisstoryaintover@gmail.com
faqs 🤍 how do you pronounce your name? - my name is Jananie—pronounced JEN-nuh-nee (like a knee!)
🤍 what's your background/ethnicity/etc? - both my parents are Sri Lankan Tamil, and I was born and raised in Canada!
🤍 what is your job? - aside from youtube I also work in product marketing!
7 books
Boundless Press\ \ Jananie\ \ • May 27 2023
10 Memoirs You NEED to Read! | the non-fiction books you need in your life 💗
💌 for business/sponsorship inquiries please contact eric@smallscreenmarketing.com 💌 for all other inquiries please contact me at thisstoryaintover@gmail.com
faqs 🤍 how do you pronounce your name? - my name is Jananie—pronounced JEN-nah-nee (like a knee!)
🤍 what's your background/ethnicity/etc? - both my parents are Sri Lankan Tamil, and I was born and raised in Canada!
🤍 what is your job? - aside from youtube I also work in product marketing!
9 books
Boundless Press\ \ Jananie\ \ • May 10 2023
I'M BACK.... & I bought more books for a haul 📚
💌 for business/sponsorship inquiries please contact eric@smallscreenmarketing.com 💌 for all other inquiries please contact me at thisstoryaintover@gmail.com
faqs 🤍 how do you pronounce your name? - my name is Jananie—pronounced JEN-nah-nee (like a knee!)
🤍 what's your background/ethnicity/etc? - both my parents are Sri Lankan Tamil, and I was born and raised in Canada!
🤍 what is your job? - aside from youtube I also work in product marketing!
13 books