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Abby, a transfemme videogame YouTuber, finds an anonymous package left at her door. Inside is a VHS tape that seems to call to something within her, and opens up a door to the 40 year old mystery of Polybius. The urban legend claims that an arcade cabinet allegedly caused madness and hallucinations in its players while it was installed over a single month in Portland in 1981. The package indicates that there may be even more to the story.Something about it compels Abby on a journey across the country to discover the truth about the mysterious cabinet, the men in black watching over it, and to finish the story started in 1981.

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12:19 sounds fake but ok
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- _Homebody_ by Theo Parish\\
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- _This One Summer_ by Mariko & Jillian Tamaki \\
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- _Dinosaur Sanctuary_ by Itaru Kinoshita\\
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- _Confessions of a Shy Baker_ by Masaomi Ito (CW: Dieting, calorie counting)\\
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- _The House of Now and Then_ by Edward Underhill \\
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- _The Summer of Everything_ by Julian Winters\\
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- _Jonny Appleseed_ by Joshua Whitehead\\
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- _Just Between Us_ by Adeline Kon\\
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- _Joy, to the World_ by Lisa Bunker, Kai Shappley\\
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- _Junior High_ by Tegan & Sara\\
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**Books Published in July**\\
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- Heartstopper: Volume Six by Alice Oseman (July 2026)\\
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- Melt My Heart by Bethany Rutter (July 23, 2020)\\
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- _The House of Sunrise Lagoon series_ by Nicole Melleby\\
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- _Glitch Girl!_ by Rainie Oet\\
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- _Dear Mothman_ by Robin Gow\\
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- _Finna_ by Nino Cipri\\
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- _Peter Darling_ by Austin Chant\\
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- _Read Between the Lines_ by Bee Medina\\
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- _Loading...The Machine Child_ by T.T. Wadden\\
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- _And They Were Roommates by_ Page Powars\\
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